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Falling Star

by Carolina Brown

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1.
Lost Voice 07:00
2.
Viento 03:22
Viento-viento Dónde estás? Dónde estoy? Dime como descubrir donde voy Quién es quien te impulsa y te da dirección? Viento-aire Yo no sé la razón Que te mueve a llenar mi interior Yo te doy las gracias con el corazón. Viento-tiempo Yo quiero saber Si en tu esencia está envejecer Tal vez eres joven y viejo también Viento-tierra Pisadas detrás Sobre de ellas viaja una vez más Viaja por las mías y las que vendrán Viento-mar En ti no existe mal Dime donde encontrar la verdad Que me haga lograr sobre ti caminar Viento Elévame lejos de aquí A veces escucho fuerte porque no sé lo que estoy escuchando Intento tener más paciencia porque sé lo que estoy esperando Quisiera ser más humilde porque me preocupa que esté humillando Escribí está canción para mis ancestros Antes de partir del Sur porque los estoy buscando
3.
I opened my eyes It was wet and dark I felt so anxious and started to cry I kicked the walls of that cave And around a voice was singing to calm me down I heard more voices Excited to be expecting something that I could not see I was so curious I didn't want to miss out It might hurt a little Time to get out Who are these people? They are looking at me What are they saying? I can hardly breath They think they know me But that's not what I'm called Why do they want me to carry this rock?
4.
Un Muerto 04:21
En este día El segundo de este mes He regresado a tomar lo que me toca Hay cempasúchil Hay atole y mucho pan Pero no hay nadie que me venga a saludar Yo necesito saber si alguien me ha conocido Porque he olvidado mi rostro y mi nombre Le pregunto a la gente y sólo me responde... Las veladoras y el aroma del copal me tranquilizan Me hacen sentir relajado Fotografías y cosas de uso personal No encuentro nada que parezca familiar Yo necesito saber si alguien me ha conocido Porque he olvidado lo que es ser un hombre Le pregunto a la gente y sólo me responde... No sé como fue Como terminé aquí Como fue que cave mi tumba Yo necesito saber Le pregunto a la gente y solo me responde... Que yo ya no soy de aquí Ya no soy recibido Que soy un muerto Que vaya a mi tumba Que me quede allí Y por favor que no vuelva jamás Que soy un muerto
5.
Power 02:57
Long ago I was told Be a man Let them see your power I was young Really strong Like a man I let them see my power They were wrong Really wrong I'm no man I'm not a man The enby and the agender The Two-Spirit and transgender All my friends without a gender Let them see your power Show them the power in you
6.
Falling Star 04:26
My mother said One day you'll be old You'll leave the house You'll travel the world My father said The things you will see Remember child Be the best you can be And now I'm grown I live on my own I've learned a lot From the things I've been shown I thought I had paid my dues I probably owe I wish I could understand All the things that I know There are no rules For winning this game You try so hard You are going nowhere No matter how good you are One day you'll be gone One moment you are there to shine The next moment you fall Falling star What are we worth? Here on this Earth We don't know who we are Falling star What are we worth? Here on this earth I'm a falling star
7.
White Jesus 02:20
If you are here to hurt me Hurt me If you are here to slap me Slap me If you are to insult me Insult me If you are here to stab me Stab me Cause you might not know it but you have been sent Whatever the reason get on with it then You say you care about my soul and my face But I think you are just being facetious Hundreds of bitches come to tell me the lies They were told by white Jesus I am protected by my Creator You are just a bator Brainwashed You are just a traitor You might be a dog but I'm an alligator If I'm going to die just make it quick or see you later Cause I got more important things to do
8.
Worship 02:57
9.
Thank You 05:22
For all the times I was in pain The times they said Give it up, you can't, don't try, it's all in vain I was scared I didn't know I could survive It was hard to see me make it on my own For all the times you judged my looks I wasn't real till you learned of my existence in your books A part of me has died alone Another born It's the part I had been always looking for I've been to places so many dream Saw many faces full of joy and happiness to hear me sing I've fallen down so many times But I got up just to let you know you couldn't bring me down Thank you Thank you I said thank you Thank you Thanks to you now I know how strong I am I'm stronger I'm beautiful Can you see? It's so magical
10.
The Fool 03:20
Hello I can see you tonight I'd like to be honest and tell you the truth I'm not the fool You tell me be free Then you judge me for making my dreams come true Hello Run as fast as you can Time is running out You gotta face the truth I'm not the fool You traded the dreams of your youth For comfort and looking cool Living in a moment Is exciting and you know it It will only last a minute It will kill you Do it while you can You are bored and sad You don't wanna go home yet All you can think of is getting drunk and laid You feel so lonely at home It freaks you out You wanna be a headliner but you are still so full of doubt I'm not the fool
11.
Mold 04:44
Because I love you more than my own life Just to look at you I want to be alive Until I turn a thousand years old Until my dreams have turned back into mold
12.
Sunday 03:51
I almost killed myself on Sunday I didn't see the point in living anymore I went to see my friends on Sunday They gather at a place I always feel at home They said Hello, my friend You look sad Let me cheer you up We will sing We will dance We will talk of the past I almost killed myself on Sunday And here I was with my new looks and my new name I went to say goodbye on Sunday But suddenly my pain was gone, as was my shame Time's easy to get by When we have people by our side We can sing We can dance and forget what has passed Sometimes I see my world is shrinking And my life is getting really out of hand But then I hear you say you love me And I feel much better when you hold my hand I want to show you I am Cause if you know me you'll know I do the things you do I laugh, I cry, I dream I hope to find a home In other words I'm just like you I almost killed myself on Sunday But then I heard a voice screaming in my mind It feels good It feels good It feels good It feels good to be alive I almost killed myself on Sunday I'm glad I'm here to see you Once again
13.
El Paraíso 04:32
Todo parece estar bien aquí en el paraíso El sol Árboles y plantas Todo lo que él hizo El fuego y los animales son un monumento a la perfección Todo parece estar bien aquí en el paraíso Recuerdo que fui creado con polvo aquel día Recuerdo que estaba solo y quería compañía Recuerdo que igual del polvo naciste y al verte fui muy feliz Recuerdo cuando te fuiste a buscar otra vida Es verdad que tenía miedo y que estaba nervioso Incluso puedo aceptar el sentirme celoso Porque eres más fuerte y más inteligente Lo que siempre quise ser Es verdad que tenía miedo y que estaba nervioso Y ahora que no estás aquí tengo otra compañera Nadie me ha querido tanto como lo ha hecho ella Es buena Es leal Es bastante normal Pero no es como tú Vuelve Vuelve al paraíso Ó ayúdame a escapar de aquí Enséñame el nombre escondido Que quiero escapar al infierno contigo Que quiero ser como tú Sin ti no vale la pena aquí en el paraíso

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released September 8, 2019

Vocals, guitar, stomp-box, lyrics by Caro

All songs by Caro, except "Un Muerto", "El Paraíso" by Caro & b Schmidt at blue i music

Recorded by Guillermo Subauste at Pacha Sound

Mixed and Mastered by Michael Evans at Annex Audio Studios

Photo by Alex Usquiano

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Carolina Brown Toronto, Ontario

Experimental Ambient Post-Rock Performance Artist . México-born . 3rd gender . They/them 🌹

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